Thursday, 2 May 2019

20 years!

WARNING : contains bad swear words and details of my marriage - look away now if you'd rather not read!

Today's weight : 13 5½
Loss this week : 2½
Total loss : 1st 13½lbs

How close can a girl be? Just ½lb to go for my 2 stone. I can taste it! And it tastes like Smarties!

So what has scuppered my weight loss this week? Nothing! I did have an early birthday celebration with some of my girlfriend's. A gin tasting! They were horrible. Well one of the brands was ok but the others were yuk. I drank them all obviously - thinking of the environment, waste not want not 😀 and then we had some wine and a lovely night was had by all.

So I had my 20th wedding anniversary this week! Can't believe it has been so long. It's flown!. Now we've had our ups and downs, like all relationships. Some downs lasted a day or a week or a season but we got through. I once threw a book at him (and it hit him on the head, which I know is really bad). He's broken stuff in his temper - my mop one time ha ha ha. Now my husband is not at all romantic, in fact he can't even spell romance! And in all these years he has never volunteered those 3 little words... fuck off bitch! Lol. Honest he has never told me he loves me. I get a lot of 'I love you too' s replying to my declarations but he never manages it himself. This used to upset me but he always rationalized it by saying he didn't need to tell me as he shows me. And I can't argue. When I'm unwell he'll make sure the toilet is spotless for me to throw up, he never complains when I spend money, he picks me up at all hours when I'm drunk (and cleans the car if I'm sick) and though he did put his foot down at a Great Dane ('it'll be like having a small pony in the house') I did get my gorgeous Labrador!

Talking of my lovely puppy (she's nearly 5 lol) she is off all her meds and doing great. Her anxiety hasn't gone completely but she's much improved. I love her more than anything and she's my pal.

Don't let yesterday take up too much of today.

Me : I'm going to talk about our marriage on my blog. Is that ok?
Him : Depends what you say
Me : Just what a shit husband you are.
Him : Ah that's fine then



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