Blue thread

 

Weight today: 14st 4lb

Loss: 1lb

Total loss 2st 2lb

So I discovered a blue thread sticking out of one of my key holes. I had a tiny tug of it but luckily I stopped myself - I had images of the thread unravelling and one of my legs dropping off. It's taking a lot of will power! 

Just a pound loss this week but I have now started on proper food. It was a surprise to me that the nutritionist OKed this, I thought it was soft foods for another couple of weeks, but I'm not complaining. The hardest thing is eating enough protein. I'm aiming for at least 60-80g a day but my meals are so small it's very hard. I need to get some whey isolate to make my water protein too. 

At least I'm a cheap date now. No drinks and just a starter, and that's me done! Mind I did tell Mark that this op would be expensive. When before I used to treat myself to a latte and brownie now it's a manicure or facial! And my grocery bill maybe smaller but I'm hoping in a few months I'll be shopping for new clothes. Whoop. 

I was getting ready the other morning and I popped in my contact lens, for my reading. But I couldn't see very well at all. I thought it might settle so I carried on my business but suddenly had a thought!? I couldn't actually remember taking my lens out the night before - was I now wearing two contact lenses in the same eye? Oh yes I certainly was! No wonder I couldn't see properly. What a narna I am. 

Stop being afraid of what might go wrong, and start being excited of what could go right.