So no weight today as I'm away in Austria with no scales, however I can predict bad news for next week.
Having a great time here with ENJO (cleaning without chemicals - get in touch if interested lol) but my size is very obvious. There are maybe 3 or 4 other girls who are fat too, but mostly everyone is slim. I can't help but feel down, as it's really not a great way to be. This in itself really confuses me... I don't understand why! Why is it something that I really really want but seem incapable of doing? Now at least I'm not alone. Oprah Winfrey! With all her gazillions of dollars - personal chefs, personal trainers, home gyms, being in front of millions of people on TV and she has struggled for years, her rear end going up and down more than a tarts! So there is something more to it for goodness sake. You give me a person who says it's just eat less and move more and I will give you a person who's never had to do it! And I don't mean losing a few pounds for a wedding or a holidays, I mean hard core weight loss!
When I'm feeling positive I'll ask my hubby to help me. I tell him to slap my hand away from the biscuits and chocolate. He politely declines - he's known me long enough. If he tried to slap my hand away from anything edible he knows he'd get a punch in the face.
Well I'm very hungover so I'm going to say cheerio. Sorry it's not funny this week but I'm not in a funny mood. I'll be in a bikini in like 4 weeks time! Where the hell did I leave my personal trainer?
Eat less, move more? Fuck off
An extensive gardening routine would have the weight falling off ;)
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