Ooh Ryan!

So the other night I watched a movie called Drive, starring the gentleman to your left - Ryan Gosling! And he went straight to the top of my list. My list? We all have a list don't we? A list of famous people we are allowed to have carnal relations, if the opportunity ever arises! Mr Gosling's character didn't say much but by God he smouldered!! Now I'm not unfamiliar with this man's good looks and sexiness - after all, one of my favourite movies is The Notebook (such a good/sad story) but he was so delicious in Drive, I could have eaten him (hum? Sounds a bit rude lol). Of course he's not the only one on my list. There are the usual suspects and obvious ones - Jamie Dornan and Matthew Goode. There is the original list topper - John Cusack. There is my secret crush - Michel Roux Jnr. There is the short - James McAvoy. There is the girl - Margot Robbie (don't say I'm not equal opportunity). When I told hubby that Ryan was going on my list right at number 1, he told me that I would be bottom of Ryan's list. So very rude!! Though what he meant was that there would already be a long queue of listers before me! Don't worry, hubby has his own list - a list of one! She's been the only one on his list forever. I'd better not tell you who in case I embarrass him but I'll just say that she's tall, very leggy and blonde. You can see what he saw in me then ha ha ha. But it got me thinking. He has one on his list and it doesn't change. But I just keep adding to my list and it gets longer and longer. I never (or rarely, naming no names Tom Cruise) bump people off. What does that mean? I've absolutely no idea but I feel sure it's something relating to him being skinny and being fat!

So I'm still sticking to the 5-2 plan, still losing weight and still off the booze (more or less). I'm getting good at counting calories on a fasting day. 500 calories for 100g of chocolate! But only 70 in a coconut ice lolly and 80 in Pom-Bears! Fasting days I try to stick to 500-600 calories. I'm still going to the gym 2-3 times a week and spinning once a week. It's all good. Can't weight for the next stone when I'll be 12st something!!

It's a very sad moment when you realise that you are the perfect girl for your celebrity crush but he'll never ever know you exist!

PS the spelling error was a genuine mistake - Freudian slip or as we like to say...parapraxis lol.