Another year to excel!

Happy New Year to all my loyal readers. Here's wishing you all that you need in 2020! I think wishing you all that you want this new decade is pushing it! I'm sure that some of you want sports cars, long holidays, size 10 figures, wealth beyond your wildest dreams? Whereas getting what you need would be good enough? Though it's harder to pinpoint our needs against our wants. We all know what we want, what ever that maybe, but what do we need??

I need to lose weight - at least 2 stones, I want to lose about 5 stones. I need a job and to earn some income, I want to love said job. I need new shoes suitable for work, I want a pair of high heeled pink and diamond sandals from Jimmy Choo. I need a shower but I want a hot tub lol.

Hogmanay was quiet but perfect. Sister came up with mum and niece. We had food, cocktails and watched movies! We even managed to stay up until midnight - this is rare for me!

New year's day was a slightly different matter! We all went to my in-laws for a feast. Unfortunately I had one of my allergic reactions! And, much to everyone's annoyance, I didn't have my epi-pens! Yes, they have all told me off! But, after throwing up violently on the journey home (my mother in law supplied me with a bag (bag for life ha ha)) I was right as rain. Apparently I looked delightful with a swollen face. I'm thinking Shrek but I doubt it was that bad.

Day 3 in the Big Brother house and I'm still saying my mantra! A reminder is stuck to the bathroom mirror (see pic). I have to report that nothing amazing has happened...yet.

Not quite started my diet (read not at all). Still too much food to be eaten. Give me a week and I'll be grand and back to plan. Fingers crossed.

I hate it when I gain 10lbs for a role, then realise I'm not an actress!!