So, the good news is that my ECG came back fine, there is nowt a matter with my heart (yeah big cheers - I'm not having a heart attack any time soon) the bad news is that I have high bloody cholesterol too! (6.7 if it means anything to you). And...drum roll...I'm not needing meds for either. Doctor says I can get them both down myself, by losing some weight! What a brilliant idea. I wish I'd thought of that. Alert Alert : Gilly to lose weight.
I'm going out for dinner and I have nothing to wear. Now admit it everyone, we all say that when we are going out somewhere smart. And it doesn't actually mean we literally have nothing to wear, but more like 'there is nothing in my wardrobe that is new, that is classy, that makes me feel great, that makes me feel like a size 8'. Am I right? Well I literally have nothing to wear. My wardrobe looks like a charity shop - and I don't mean Oxfam, more Sue Ryder. My clothes don't fit me. At times I have clothes that are too big but currently all my clothes are too small. I have clothes in all sizes from 12 up. I have stuff that is fairly old (pretty old fashioned) that I keep only to shrink into that I will probably never wear, yet I must keep them for my remarkable makeover. I have 3 pairs of trousers and 2 dresses (really nice dresses) that still have their label on (reduced in the sale label) that I've had for years. I always tend to buy clothes that are a little bit too small because next month I'll have lost weight. Its crazy. So hence I have nothing to wear. I shall be going out with my new gorgeous shoes on...and nothing else. I hope no one notices.
This week I have learnt that the sun always comes up, and tomorrow is another day.
When you've been broken you can rebuild yourself stronger.
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