Glorious Grenada

Another holiday.... Another chance to put on half a stone 😉. Don't worry I don't say this like it's a challenge! In fact the challenge is going on holiday and not putting on half a stone (don't hold your breath it will never happen).

The day before our flight I decided I needed new dresses. So I popped into town, 2 shops later, 4 sale dresses in the bag! Just like that. Took me ten minutes. Straight to the sale rack, grabbed the size 18s (didn't bother with the let's try squeezing into a size 16 because this time next year I'll be thinner routine). And they all fit and are nice. (Three pictured above). But like part of me is thinking I don't want to lose weight cos then these pretty dresses won't fit me. It's a lame excuse I know but it's a real thought in my head. Obviously in my head I looked better than in these pictures... Which brings me nicely to today...

At lunch I was watching this fat girl on the beach and I asked hubby if I looked her size. He replied that I didn't quite. I thought because she was fatter - but no! It's me that looks fatter! I was gutted. I just don't see myself like that. I mean I know I'm fat Yadda Yadda but like that fat!!? It's the whole shock of seeing a photo and gasping! But this was real life. I didn't like it!

I asked him to help me (hubby) and he said something rather profound. He said he couldn't, that only one person could help me and she didn't like me. Oh my God. Is that true? but I have to say it must be. I mean if anyone else told me they needed my help because they were at risk of a heart attack or diabetes or something I'd just help them. If it was one of my children I'd do anything I possibly could and yet I can't help myself! This is crazy and mental and rather upsetting. But I'm on holiday so can't dwell now! But I will have a stern conversation with her when I get back.

I hate people swapping my chocolate wrappers around. I get my Snickers in a right twix. 

Disclaimer: joke provided by friend on Facebook - sorry if you read it the other day. Thank you friend, I thought it was funny!